feeling content...sort of

Feeling content, more content, this week than I have in past weeks. I've resigned myself to the fact that I need, have, and finally....want to go to work. It was a bit of an adjustment, I've been off quite awhile, getting back to work and this week it finally hit me...I love to spend money. It makes me feel good to get whatever I want, whenever I want dammit. Coincidentally, You must have money to spend it. And like I said, I love to spend. Even if it's just a trip to Sam's Club, for our weekly rations, I love to do it. To keep myself in the lifestyle that I'm accustomed to, need to make those checks.
Yes, It's far, 45 miles is far, that's only the start, then I've got a 12 hour shift in a busy ER to do, and still it's not over. 45 miles back home. As I've said, I'm content, getting used to the drive, getting back into the swing of things, and feeling the need to help my husband make our family more financiallly secure. Hopefully, fingers crossed, this time next month, I'll be more than content...but for now, contents good enough for me.